It's too bad that you never felt you fit in with your family.
Other people felt the same way. I felt like I am a OUTSIDER - at home and school.
you'll change your mind about not wanting to ever see them again.
I really doubt it very much.
1999, Someone sent her a letter stating I died from AIDS. My mother found me at a shelter. I moved back home - the BIGGEST MISTAKE of my life.
Mom and sister WANTED me to take over my sister's old place with my mother. I didn't want to; I told them i was unhappy in texas this past TWO MONTHS.
They didn't listen to me at all; I signed the one year lease with mom - The SECOND mistake of my life. I felt like i was FORCE into signing it. One night, i ran away from home - without telling no one - back to Hollywierd. I didn't want them to CONTROL MY LIFE.
And u really thought that THOM BIERDZ have it bad! ROFL.
People change over time, & so do their opinions about things,
Not about my life! I am so estranged from them that I care less about them.
All I say that LIFE IS ONE BIG SOAP! We need to learn how to live with it and move on with our lives. I really need my art; it made me the person I am today. The art is my lifeline!
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